view member journals

Search All Journals

View users with: Most entries, Most viewed, Most commented

Most popular tags: Zdigitizing(99), Travel(41), education(40), LOVE(40), writing(32), ...more

You searched for: Gender: Female

lex 43, Female, California, USA - 137 entries

May 2010
12:37 PM PST

So so so much!

It's been over a month since the last entry and I have sooo many updates I will� just recap the highlights Ready?

Alicia moved the fuck out! hahaha! Life is so much nicer not to have her in my life or in my space It is hevan truly love it. Found a new roommate who moves in tomorrow and his name is alexis too but pronounced alexi....strange! hope it all works out we cleaned cleaned cleaned today for his arrival

Had the wedding two weekends ago.....amazing! I got to say I looked good damn good! hahaha! Was an amazing weekend full of family and friends was truly a great time and Rebkeah looked incredible and much happiness to them both. They are currently in Italy on honeymoon :)

So all good news comes with some� bad news my grandpa passed away earlier in the month......went home for the service and was truly sad.....
�No more living grandparents.......

Went on another few dates with Kirby. I really enjoy time with him and he is pretty adorable. Still really freaking shy both of us but seems to be moving along. Going to hang out with him on Monday in Point Reyes for an art walk and good times! Hope we will make out soon hahaha!

Going on a wine bike tour tomorrow in Sonoma! Yeah to Memorial Day weekend :) Starting off the summer right!!

Add comment

View all posts

behind_blue_eyes921 49, Female, Virginia, USA - 412 entries

May 2010
2:36 AM EST

Going to War,WV today. Taking the final tour through the Big Creek High School. Closing down after 78 years. I havent been in the school since 1994, my graduation day. I know there is alot of pride and it won't be the same in the town without this school.So many people have so many memories from this place, now all we can do is hold on to them and remember them. Four years of my life was spent there in that school, so I have alot for myself to remember. Great teachers, some good friends and good times. Football games and other activities that won't be forgotten by any of us. Long live the memory of Big Creek Owls.

Add comment

View all posts

swordbearer 70, Male, New York, USA - 21 entries

May 2010
9:52 AM EDT

Hi everyone. I wanted to say that I appreciate this service to write my thoughts and desires and things down. I appreciate when people comment and say things that mean something to them. I offer help where I can and love where I can. Some people are so needing someone to care. I try to love them in the things I write. I try to show that God loves them and reassure them that the pain they feel can be overcome with God's help. I read of young women that have been hurt by careless thinking young men. I read real pain in guys that have not been able to get a handle on life. I read hopelessness and dispair in so many people. I want to say it is possible to be loved and cared for. God loves you and wants you to know it. Life is more than just an orgasm, or more than just money, or more than just having someone say they love you. Though all those things are nice. But getting those things improperly can make one miserable and tear a hole in one's heart. May God's love shine into the lives of all who write here and read here. In Christian love, Swordbearer.

Add comment

1 comment(s) - 11:55 PM - 05/30/2010

View all posts

keonyama96 31, Female, Kansas, USA - 191 entries

May 2010
1:11 PM EDT

New fone :)

Add comment

1 comment(s) - 11:28 PM - 05/29/2010

View all posts

GirlWithAPen 28, Female, Indiana, USA - 28 entries

May 2010
9:19 AM EDT

Mmkay. So I have seriously been considering attending Olney Friends School when I'm a sophomore (that gives me a two summers and a school year). Why not? I know I wouldn't get religious persecution for my Quakerism because the school is run by Quakers... Sure, I wouldn't really have internet access for much other than school work, but I could live with contacting my parents via snail mail. From what I read on the site ( olneyfriends.org ), the attitude displayed by the students is a lot more serious than you find at most regular schools, and at mine, there is only a handful of "serious" students. Very comfortable, communal environment, AMAZING music program, some student theater, vegetarian meal options (:D), and a town that's just a bike ride away (only on weekends though...). Those were a few of the pros, here come the cons- Expensive, no internet in dorms (like I said), all students are required to do farm work (I'm used to manual labor, just not daily), and I would have to do my own laundry (:P). I'm still thinking it over. Dad says that next fall break we'll visit for a tou

Add comment

1 comment(s) - 11:29 PM - 05/29/2010

View all posts

vampiricakatt 29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries

May 2010
5:54 AM EDT

Rockets

missed school yesterday but we are lanching the ROCKETS TODAY YAY! IM SO HAPPY!

Add comment

3 comment(s) - 07:20 PM - 06/02/2010

View all posts

Jane Williams 60, Female, Louisiana, USA - 8 entries

May 2010
4:47 PM CDT

Missing him.

Add comment

View all posts

whoami? 40, Female, Nebraska, USA - 60 entries

May 2010
2:21 AM CST

Indifference is my disease

This quote seems to answer a big question for me. There really is none that I can truly love or truly hate because I feel so indifferent. The indifference has to come from the depression, but where the depression comes from I don't know. My mom, sister, and aunt all have had or have depression but does that mean it is inevitable that I have it? Can't I rise above this with God's help? I know I have before so why is it back? I also know that there are certain things I have to do to fight it and I haven't been doing those things, I've just been the helpless victim. I need to get outdoors more, soak up the sunshine, exercise, eat healthy, and spend time in the Word. Yeah, haven't been doing any of these things...for the most part.

Back to the original point here, being indifferent. I don't want to be this way. I want to care. I want to love someone with all my heart and truly care whether or not they are in my life. I want to allow someone to truly love me. But at the same time, I am waiting for the one that will love me this way and that I will love in return this way, because we are meant to be together, and I guess he just hasn't come along. There have been others, and they've all been great guys in their own ways, but I had to turn them away because they didn't love the Lord the way I do, and that makes a big difference. Am I just waiting for a silly, unrealistic dream to come true? Or is it possible? Is it worth the wait? Is it possible to have love the way I see it in my head, godly love, unconditional love? Do I need to back off this idea and just settle? I want perfection and I absolutely know I won't find it, but am I letting good ones pass me by because I'm waiting for perfection? Am I letting them pass me by because I'm indifferent?

Add comment

3 comment(s) - 12:15 AM - 05/31/2010

View all posts

stephenhb70 55, Male, Australia - First entry!

May 2010
7:08 PM EST

somtimes people do things behind your back,when u confront them they deny it and lie,so they can stay in their comfort zone.so lying to u and denying it gives them some comfort,cause they� beleive that u beleived he lie or u cant prove it so they keep on doing it.well.the day will come when all truth will be revealed and that comfort of the lie that their in will disapear.

Add comment

GirlWithAPen 28, Female, Indiana, USA - 28 entries

May 2010
3:11 PM EDT

Add comment

View all posts

Matches: 14722 ... 164 | 165 | 166 | 167 | 168 | 169 | 170 | 171 | 172 | 173 ... Next Prev Last